I'm learning to make [bad] icons (*points to bad icon for this comment - it's my first, don't laugh!), so I was planning on offering maybe five [bad] icons along with my [better] picspams, because I don't seem to have a muse that appreciates how much I want to be able to write something beautiful and moving and squee-worthy for seasonal_spuffy (*shakes fist at muse*). I know exactly how you feel - it's like when you got your best friend something awesome for Christmas and can't wait for them to open it because it's so perfect. In other news, I'm very excited to see your vids! You always do amazing work and I'm always excited to see your stuff!