nvrbnkisst: (Funny: Anya blah blah shrimp)
 So I have some good news and I have some private/bad news.

The good news is that I've marathoned all of Community and have a new FAVORITE SHIP out of it. I never thought I could get into a couple this much again, and I know there's some debate about their age difference but I DONT CARE they got chemistry. 
Don't get me wrong, I love me my Spuffy. But Jeff/Annie are stealing my second place OTP right now.

So much so that I vid!

Good News! )

The Bad... )

Now will someone please direct me to the nearest source for Community Icons? :)


Apr. 3rd, 2011 11:48 pm
nvrbnkisst: (Default)
 So I got this music meme from [livejournal.com profile] lutamira then [livejournal.com profile] blackfrancine asked for a letter and I gave her 'L' and she posted hers. I came back and asked her for another letter and she gave me 'J'. Why did I ask for another letter you ask? WHY WOULDN'T I? MUSIC IS ADDICTIVE.

I've been thinking about making a meme stemming off of this one, only going through the entire alphabet, but I'm having trouble coming up with the criteria, should it be 1 song per letter of the alphabet? Cause honestly I think that would be too hard for me to choose from. Then I thought what if I made one up on my own, and have it be like that game 'degrees of separation' or 'that kevin bacon game'  (what I call it lol) where you post a song and in the comments everyone else has to post a song that has something to do with your song, and the next comment follows that. Then I started thinking about 'Who's Line is it Anyway'  and the types of games they play,  I thought I could have a meme where you had to list 5 songs in which their titles put together make a sentence... I really don't know. My brain is random and often times un-shut-offable.
So while I think about music meme's I'm just going to continue the one I've been currently obsessed with.
I'm going to name my five favorite songs that start with the letter 'J' and if you want a letter feel free to ask, OR better yet, if you have ideas on fun music meme's I could start up feel free to offer suggestions!
Was I Dreaming? )
nvrbnkisst: (Default)
Music Meme [livejournal.com profile] lutamira 
Comment to ask for a letter and then post your five favorite songs that begin with that letter. 
Music is such a HUGE part of my life. I don't know where I would be without it, so its hard to pick JUST 5. But here we go.
nvrbnkisst: (Aww: Randy & Joan)
So I noticed a while back that [livejournal.com profile] ever_neutral 's birthday was coming up! And because I've been looking for any excuse to post something (it is unbelievably stressful having multiple videos just sitting on my computer, all dressed up and no where to go), I thought this would be a good time to make something just for her.

I spent 8 hours on this today. and it's barely over a minute long. but it's your birthday, so i give you the spuffy.
this video is part happy birthday! part thank you! for beta-ing a vid for me (which I WILL complete soon lol) and part just because you're AWESOME like that! :) *hugs*
Streaming and Download under the cut.
nvrbnkisst: (Default)
first off I'd like to thank [livejournal.com profile] eilowyn for asking for css help. I've been wanting to change my lj layout for a while, and she requested help changing hers (which I have finished for you btw :)) which got me out of my spuffy vidding haze to finally change mine as well. She requested a certain theme (shades of gray) that I'd never worked with before, and boy am I glad she did. I remember trying to work with it a while back and I kept messing up widths and banner placement, but now I find it's one of the easiest codes I've ever done, which is why I am currently using it for my lj layout, and I love it! :)

in other news Driver Picks the Music is having their 4th annual viewers choice awards, and 3 of my vids are nominees along with a mass of other great videos ! [livejournal.com profile] lolilie 's Freedom Now vid is amazing fyi (and up for best video *nudge*) So you should head on over and vote if you get the chance!

I'm nominated in:
Someone Like Me - best angst, best character
Untouchable - best angst, best relationship, best vidlet
The Ones Who Stand - best ensemble
nvrbnkisst: (Aww: Randy & Joan)
I've been avoiding the internet lately... I've had the time to check up on my f-list and stuff, but instead I've spent it working on vids and such for Seasonal Spuffy. This is the first time I've had completed items on my computer and haven't posted them anywhere. Part of me wants to tear my hair out with anxiousness, and the other part of me is super excited/nervous for April.

I wouldn't say I'm on a roll necessarily, but I want my day for SS to be a Spuffy!Extravaganza so I'm definitely going overboard.

I don't want to say how many things I've got in the works, cause this is my first time participating in Seasonal Spuffy and I want it to be a surprise.

Patience may be my middle name but it is definitely not a virtue of mine at times.
To all those who are participating in Seasonal Spuffy, feel free to throw ideas my way if you want. I'll do the same for you if I can :) 
March is gonna be a slow month...

nvrbnkisst: (Geek: Sam)
I wasn't sure if anyone was aware of this. But when I first joined youtube all those years ago, my younger brother and I used to go searching for funny stuff on a daily basis. I found something called Derrick Comedy.

I still haven't started watching Community (I know! shame on me!) but when watching previews for the show and seeing everyones posts I found I recognized one of the characters. I believe his name is Troy on the show, but I was curious to see if you all knew where the actor started out. 

Some of my favorite Derrick Comedy sketches are under the cut. Some of them don't feature 'Troy' but they are mindlessly funny to watch.

Where's My Bike?! )


Mar. 5th, 2011 12:25 am
nvrbnkisst: (Default)
 When making vids, you find the strangest things...

Seriously! What is Spike doing in this scene? AM I THE LAST TO KNOW THAT HE WAS IN THIS SCENE AS AN EXTRA?!?!

the bleached hair, the way he sits even... that is James right?!
nvrbnkisst: (Funny: Anya puts the laughter in slaught)
I realized today that I didn't have enough Anya icons. WHICH IS A TRAVESTY!!
Going through my f-list it seems [livejournal.com profile] blackfrancine ALWAYS has an awesome Anya icon, which makes her AWESOME!
So I decided without further ado I had to make some :)
Thank you [livejournal.com profile] blackfrancine for unintentionally showing me the error of my ways!
And look! I share :)

Can I trade in the children for more cash? )
nvrbnkisst: (Strong: Buffy Strong)
So, I'm working on quite a few vids lately. (sometimes not a good thing when it comes to getting anything finished lol)

But there has been a lot of discussion lately about Buffy's depression in season six.

Buffy in season six is MY HERO. Because, like her, I've dealt with depression and/or depressing times in my life. I don't like admitting it publicly, and that's something I can relate to Buffy with. Because she has shame. Shame of what she's feeling or can't feel or what she's supposed to feel.

It isn't something I talk to a lot of people about. But it's been discussed in my f-list a lot, and just knowing there are people out there who have the courage to discuss not only the matter of depression but share personally about it as well makes me hopeful.

And I love the portrayal of it in Buffy. She comes through eventually, she still fights the good fight, she still loves her sister and her friends and she makes mistakes, god knows we all do, but it makes me love her so much more. 

I heard this song not too long ago and thought it was the perfect tone for everything Buffy endured in season six.
The song is edited and the video itself is quite short but I hope you enjoy.

Vidders Note: In the making of this vid I found quite a few parallels in the direction of shots filmed at the beginning and end of this season. Buffy enters the World lost and confused and comes out hopeful. You'll see what I'm talking about at the end of the video.

No Longer Feels Like Home )

theme help!

Feb. 6th, 2011 09:16 pm
nvrbnkisst: (Thinky: Spike is not amused)

So this is going to sound strange, but I need help in finding all the scenes where Spike is smoking in front of or in the room with Buffy, or just simply lighting up or extinguishing one...
It's a theme I'm working on...
I already have:
Spike lighting up while telling Buffy he wants to help her save the world (season 2)
The bronze scene (fool for love)
Lighting his lighter in the cave (grave)
Buffy finding his lighter (gone) 
Spike reclaiming his lighter from Buffy (gone)
Spike extinguishing his cig before riding out of Sunnydale (seeing red)
Spike lighting up after killing the demon in the ally (get it done)
Spike smoking in the alley singing about killing/helping Buffy (OMWF)
Spike feeling Buffy at his door while smoking (dead things)

is there anymore?! I swear there should be more...

I'm working on a 'playing with fire' Spuffy theme, so any other flamey scene recs are welcome (flamey hands excluded cause thats a given)

Also! anyone care to beta this? I'm feeling antsy needing to show someone this vid and get some insight! 
nvrbnkisst: (Happy: Veronica is Pleased)
Soooo. With a little reminder from [livejournal.com profile] angearia I've managed to sign up for Seasonal Spuffy...

I don't think I've ever signed up for something that has me making a vid in a deadline but...


The theme this round is Fire and OMGYAY I am so inspired right now!!

I'm almost done with an entire video because of it! 
I even wrote a little drabble but doubt I will post it cause me and writing don't go together AT ALL

Sorry for the random post I'm just feeling giddy :D
nvrbnkisst: (Funny: Spike Loves Anne)
I know I know, I'm so last with this meme, but it's done now!
I only recoreded it once, so I mess up the reading of the questions a couple of times. and my mic is stupid so you'll hear me breathing into it often. But I don't wanna do it again lol.

ALSO! I rant a lot, and I talk fast. So yeah. beware...


Who are you?
Where are you from?

Say the following words: Aunt, Roof, Route, Wash, Oil, Theater, Iron, Salmon, Caramel, Fire, Water, Sure, Data, Ruin, Crayon, Toilet, New Orleans, Pecan, Both, Again, Probably, Spitting Image, Alabama, Lawyer, Coupon, Mayonnaise, Syrup, Pyjamas, Caught, Orange, Coffee, Direction, Naturally, Aluminium and Herbs.

What is it called when you throw toilet paper on a house?
What is the bug that when you touch it, curls into a ball?
What is the bubbly carbonated drink called?
What do you call gym shoes?
What do you say to address a group of people?
What do you call the kind of spider that has an oval-shaped body and extremely long legs?
What do you call your grandparents?
What do you call the wheeled contraption in which you carry groceries at the supermarket?
What do you call it when rain falls while the sun is shining?
What is the thing you change the TV channel with?
nvrbnkisst: (Lost: Spuffy Wrecked)
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!!! I know I've been pretty quiet all year, but I feel more connected to my fandom through all the people on my f-list this year than I have any other.

For that I am eternally grateful.

MEME snagged from [livejournal.com profile] almostgaby 

My Year in Vidding )
nvrbnkisst: (Kiss: OMWFSpuffy)

So I've decided I don't have nearly enough icons.
how could I have let this happen?!
So I made some for me. Then I went a tad overboard. Then I remembered it was Christmas time.
So I've decided to share :)


Read more... )
nvrbnkisst: (Sad: Spuffy Walk Away)

requested by [livejournal.com profile] angearia 
I've never really done a fanmix before.
That's right folks I'm a fanmix virgin. So go easy on me.
Don't misunderstand me, I LOVE music! I've made thousands (<-- not an exageration) of mixed cd's for friends, family, aquaintences, the old guy who sits on that one bench all the time.

Just never a fanmix.
And you may be able to see why after this.
Some of these songs remind me of Spuffy for no apparent reason other than I may have been listening to it while thinking about Spike's cheekbones at one point. Who knows!?
However, as a vidder, whenever I hear music I instantly tune in for the lyrics to see if it could be a potential video. Sometimes NOTHING matches Spuffy whatsoever at first listen, but I've been able to turn those into Spuffy songs in my head somehow. So I dunno.

Ok enough rant.

Read more... )


Track Listing:
1.Girl Sailor - The Shins (You've made it through the direst of straits alright,
Can you help it if plain love now seems less interesting?
You haven't changed an ounce in my eyes) I always picture this song from Spikes POV pointing out that they have followers 'shippers' and that she must sail the ship for us all. if that makes sense.
2. Another Little Hole - Aqualung (The day is breaking and time is taking the love we're making away)
3. Catalyst - Anna Nalick (part of this beautiful mess that I'm making, but you, you're the catalyst)
4. Can You Tell - Ra Ra Riot (oh baby baby baby please, I think about you nightly) this song reminds me of the episode 'Crush'
5. Always - Peter Bradley Adams (you can break her down with your highs and lows) this song makes me think of what Spike may have been thinking after he saw Buffy with Angel, it has a hint of jealousy in it to me
6. The Other Side of Mt. Heart Attack - Liars (if you need me I can always be found) Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] dampersnspoons  I immidiately think of the ending to her story 'Only Time Will Tell' whenever I listen to this. AMAZING! GO! READ! NOW!
7. Matching Weight - Trespassers William (sometimes it was you and sometimes it was me, but where are we?)
8. Love Steals Us From Lonliness - Idlewild (you said something stupid like 'love steals us from lonliness') reminds me a lot of Buffy's apathy in season six
9. Big Machine - Goo Goo Dolls this song needs no explaination, just listen to the lyrics and enjoy the Spuffy
10. Vampires - Fastball (the sun surrenders to the evening) lusty romantic spuffy lovin
11. Howl - Black Rebel Motorcycle Club (I give you nothing to doubt and you doubt me)
12. Empty Space - Lifehouse (you're beautiful, you're confusing)
13. Here Today, Gone Tomorrow - Rooney (I want you still but I just can't take it)
14. Life in Rain - Remy Zero (it feels good to know you) this song just speaks of their ever evolving frienship to me
15. Old (Suitcase) - Gordo Gringo (And on the avenue you wait, with your black coat and old suitcase) This is such a Spuffy reunion song to me. Plus 'Gordo'... :)
16. These Wings - Man of the Year (Just remain on the line while the others go) this is one of those songs that remind me of them for no apparent reason
17. Swallowed in the Sea - Coldplay (you cut me down to size and made me realize)
18. Get Higher - Paper Tongues (When you step in the room they won't be holding me down, all these demons in my head c'mon lets kill em with sound) Spike's soul and the aftermath
19. Gasoline - Rob Thomas (Well I tried so hard to give you what you need)
20. Made of Steel - Our Lady Peace (I can be anything that you want me to be, a punching bag, a peice of string that reminds you not to think) I recommend most Our Lady Peace songs because so many of them are like they were written for these two
21. Salesman at the Day of the Parade - Rogue Wave (I'm so sorry for what I've done) another song for no apparent reason.

I really hope you all enjoy, and comments are awesome!  

nvrbnkisst: (Need: Spuffy Need)
I am crazy.
I need to stop listening to music.

this video is unbetad and full of the spuffy.

Description: Their story is epic, their world is disaspearing around them.

I went a bit off canon near the end cause it's canon in my head dammit! there is no way they could go through all that shit together without the ending I wanted.


Nov. 30th, 2010 04:22 am
nvrbnkisst: (Default)

So I've been looking everywhere for a fic and I can't find it. I'm trying to create a sort of archive for all my favorite fics to keep on a hard drive and I remember loving this one.
The story is called Sleindeer Games I beleive, can't remember the authors name.
I've tried googleing it and looking for it at EF and SR but can't find it anywhere.
Any help would be great!

Summary: (as far as I can remember) the trio messes with Buffy. They make her speak a demon language only Spike can understand and also make her allergic to people.

Ringing any bells? Link Me!
Have a copy of it? Please let me know :)

Thanks in advance.

Vid Beta?

Nov. 25th, 2010 09:43 pm
nvrbnkisst: (Quiet: Spuffy)
I would like to know if anyone would be willing to fill in a little vid beta-ing while my lovely full time beta, Jamie is extremely busy?
Not to say she wouldn't have a looksie at it too, I've just had too many videos swimming around in my head lately and being my beta can get a tad....stressful?

Your duties would entail:
*watching my vids/parts of vids and giving me constructive critisism as well as ideas you have to make it better
*decent knowledge of the source material (which 99.9% of the time is BtVS or AtS related)
*being bugged by me constantly
*and occasionally wanting to hit me over the head with heavy objects

Compensation: Me loving you always and forever ♥

If interested let me know in a comment to this post :)

and thank you!!

Don't Hate

Nov. 23rd, 2010 03:00 am
nvrbnkisst: (Thinky: Spike is not amused)

I've been working on this vid see? for a while now....
And I've been so nervous to post it in it's completion because of the message I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO GET FROM IT!



Thanks to the LOVELY [livejournal.com profile] angearia  for beta-ing this and giving me the enthusiasm and encouragment I needed in order to finish this video.

<EDIT> click here to download the video (it's much better quality)
Also, I would like to know if anyone would be willing to fill in a little vid beta-ing while my lovely full time beta, Jamie is extremely busy?
This would entail:
*watching my vids/parts of vids and giving me constructive critisism as well as ideas you have to make it better
*being bugged by me constantly
*and occasionally wanting to hit me over the head with heavy objects

If interested let me know :)


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