HELP PLEASE! anyone?

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I'm trying desperatly to find a fic that I've been wanting to reread for sometime. The only problem? I don't know the author or the name of the fic.

The story has Spike looping in time during 'chosen.' I beleive it starts out with him walking out of the crypt where he had seen Angel and Buffy kissing. It's a time loop though, and he can't figure out why it's happening, or maybe he was told... I can't remember. In one time loop he actually confronts Buffy outside the crypt instead of letting her seek comfort afterwards. I remember the ending...I think.

Buffy tries to find him after he dies, and I think by now the loop is over for Spike, and she ends up talking to Angel and finding Spike in disneyland?

GAH! It sounds stupid but it was amazing!!
and it's not CL Kamnikar's Disneyland.  Which people have reffered me to everytime I mention looking for a fic involving Spike and Disneyland.

If anyone has a SLIGHT idea of the fic I'm talking about would you please direct me to it?