nvrbnkisst: (kisses: buffy holds spike tight)
guys. GUYS. GUYS!

I had to double check when I made my video 'Blank Page' because this video has apparently been in my WIP folder for almost a year now.
*hangs head*
I'll make a video, complete it, and then go back to work on this one, and over the span of ALMOST A YEAR, my vidding style gradually changes, so everytime I went back to work on it, I would CHANGE IT ALL! I am not joking when I say that I have 6 clips of the same 35 seconds of this video, redone, over, and over and over. In fact I may upload them later just to show you how much this video has changed from the original one I started.

and guess what! I still don't flippin like it. There are parts I like, I just don't know. UGH I DONT KNOW!

and Jamie! beautiful Jamie, I honestly don't know how she puts up with me sometimes. For real. She is like, the best person ever in the whole entire world.

So this is for [livejournal.com profile] aerintine  as an early birthday present, and to [livejournal.com profile] angearia as a late birthday present. And to all the wonderful ladies at [livejournal.com profile] seasonal_spuffy because you all left me such wonderful feedback and I haven't commented much on anyones stuff! I'm a horrible commenter! I should be shunned forever.
I've been making a lot of Community videos lately, but rest assured I will always and forever make Spuffy vids, for they are my heart. 
I had originally planned on making a video to this entire song, then I got frustrated and made a vidlet to it. But I couldn't let the song go. 
So here it is, at least 3 times the length of Blank Page. 
Also, I'm happy to announce that in 2010, I managed to finish 10 videos, halfway through 2011 and I'm already at 13! Here's hoping I didn't just jinx myself!! :D
Lead Me To The Truth )


Apr. 3rd, 2011 11:48 pm
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 So I got this music meme from [livejournal.com profile] lutamira then [livejournal.com profile] blackfrancine asked for a letter and I gave her 'L' and she posted hers. I came back and asked her for another letter and she gave me 'J'. Why did I ask for another letter you ask? WHY WOULDN'T I? MUSIC IS ADDICTIVE.

I've been thinking about making a meme stemming off of this one, only going through the entire alphabet, but I'm having trouble coming up with the criteria, should it be 1 song per letter of the alphabet? Cause honestly I think that would be too hard for me to choose from. Then I thought what if I made one up on my own, and have it be like that game 'degrees of separation' or 'that kevin bacon game'  (what I call it lol) where you post a song and in the comments everyone else has to post a song that has something to do with your song, and the next comment follows that. Then I started thinking about 'Who's Line is it Anyway'  and the types of games they play,  I thought I could have a meme where you had to list 5 songs in which their titles put together make a sentence... I really don't know. My brain is random and often times un-shut-offable.
So while I think about music meme's I'm just going to continue the one I've been currently obsessed with.
I'm going to name my five favorite songs that start with the letter 'J' and if you want a letter feel free to ask, OR better yet, if you have ideas on fun music meme's I could start up feel free to offer suggestions!
Was I Dreaming? )
nvrbnkisst: (Love: Angel Cordy Real)

FAIR WARNING: I am NOT a writer, I woulnd't even call myself an adequate vid maker (though some people may disagree). I am very insecure, about everything I do, and everything I say. But I have to join in the [livejournal.com profile] aerintine love fest, because...
Enter shameless bragging here: I found her first!! and it would not be fair!/end shameless bragging.

I used to HATE Angel with a passion. Hell, I used to hate Buffy too! And then I met Jamie, and she forced me to grow and we grew together.

Her recent post about Angel (which if you have not read you should) reminded me about what a wonderful and talented person she is.

When Angel got his own show, I hated him. When Angel did anything independant to Buffy I hated him, even if his actions were good and pure I hated him. Because? of Buffy. Of his actions towards her. I could not seperate the two.

I hated Buffy because of the way she treated Spike. I didn't understand it and I didn't like it, and I hated her for it.

Then someone like Jamie comes around, and she infuses herself inside of a character and all the sudden I understand them. All the sudded I love them. All the sudded I'm smacking myself around calling myself a mo fo for being so blind.

Jamie has a way of seperating everything and everyone and showing people whats important about an indivdual, to the point where I don't know where she begins and they end, because she becomes them as she shows them to the world.

It's always been hard for me to seperate characters. It was all too simple before.
*If you loved Spike you hated Xander, you hated Buffy
*if you loved Buffy, you hated Angel, you hated Faith
*if you loved whomever you hated whomever ect, ect...

Unfortunately that's the way it still is for most people.

But Jamie seperates them all, shows you their inner personal growth without making another character invalid or unimportant.
Jamie made me love Riley! And I was always pretty indifferent towards him. She made me understand him, and while I disagree with some of his actions towards others, especially Buffy, I can understand them. Because one day Jamie decided to become him for me, and told me the who, what, and why he IS.

I have no idea if this is making any sense, but I had to say it.

Jamie is a beautiful, generous person and I am beyond grateful that she stalked my youtube page all those years ago, stroked my ego for making terrible videos, and became one of the best friends I've ever had.

all in all. Jamie and the entire BtVS/AtS fandom are my OTP :)
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A new video! Already too! This video is dedicated to 4 lovely ladies

[livejournal.com profile] aerintine who's love for buffy runs deep and true and is what basically got us in communication in the first place, and I couldn't have asked for a better friend. You've helped me in so many ways and I'm eternally grateful to have gotten to know you over these last years.
(additinal shout out: also, for being my vid beta, I know you sometimes have a difficult time with me, I'm stubborn in my ways, but all your help really shows when the final product comes out, love you!)

[livejournal.com profile] angearia for your lovely Buffy meta, and what essentially got me doing this video. You are such an excellent writer, and display your emotions and feelings towards our hero Buffy so beautifully. I am not the greatest writer, but I think I'm ok at video editing, so I'm displaying my love for Buffy in this way.
Your meta is truely inspiring and when you write about Buffy you always seem to say the things I want to say but can't. You've made me understand my love for Buffy just by writing about her, and you're full of awesomesauce for that.

[livejournal.com profile] dampersnspoons for keeping Buffy the way we love her in all of your marvelous fics. Whether she's just a human or the slayer, she's always everything we knew of her on tv. Strong, weak, beautiful, powerful. A woman in every sense of the word, and you keep it that way in your writing.
Also, just cause I think U ROCKZ! (I ALSO NEED EXCUSES TO USE CAPS!!)

And last but not least, Sarah Michelle Gellar herself for portraying such a beautiful person I'm proud to call my Hero. Buffy.

enough jibber jabber, onto the vid! )
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Happy Birthday [livejournal.com profile] aerintine 
ok, so I know it's not your birthday until the 19th, but I couldn't wait.

Get Your Present )
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FOR REAL?! IT CAN"T BE!... oh but it is. That's right, I finally finished a Spuffy video that's over 2 minutes. It's been like, forever.

For Jamie...of course! )



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